I'm starting to feel it,
a feeling that no one should know.
Leave it alone,
till it escapes on it's own.

Am I not important?


Went for qi's bf's birthday chalet since fri night till saturday afternoon. Had hell loads of fun with qi and tine! Miss them lots and it's been so long since we cooped up in a room to do random stuffs. Cam-whored and played crazily~ =D Felt so much better after meeting them.

After the chalet, headed for badminton session and dinner at tamp. =)
And today's badminton session is double shiokness. not all is present therefore, I played non-stop.
But I am a little worried for my knee. After playing for almost 2 hours, my knee started having some sharp pain. I had to stop playing for a moment before I start again. =/

thank you all for making me feel even more special today~ =)
Love you all!! =D

oh.. esp zizah.. U know why? LOL! she's so cute and funny.. she held my face suddenly with both hands and tell me in my face "Jolene. You are special k!" lol~ so sweet of her although i was seriously shocked and shy.. lol~~~~

I burst today~

My first experience of shouting at a stranger..
Told u i'm not in a good mood this few days.. Haha!
He gave me a chance to vent it.. i should say thanks, cos i felt kind of good but at the same time a little guilty as i noe that he's seriously very stress(but still, no right to be rude towards me!)..
It happened when i was buying subway. He asked me what cookie do I want so of cos i said chocolate chip.. Den this super stressed out guy(because of the crowd) said "NO CHOCOLATE CHIP!" den i was so bloody pissed dat i said "THEN DOUBLE CHOC LA!"(I will just shout? weird. It felt good anw..). He looked up and gave me a shocked and guilty look.. den i "tsk" and went off.. I'm seriously not sensitive or wad over his shouting cos even my friends behind were shock! they said "wth.. I'm scared.. Why he so fierce?" They don't even dare to order from him.. HMPH! angers~~ I'm not someone whom you can scold when you are stress!!!

This reminds me of a customer(old arrogant man) during my work at food expo.. was helping out. Cos of a bloody spoon, he came and scolded me. So loud k?! he barked, "wad kind of business is this? No need to give spoon one ar?" And beacuase i was standing at the cashier, he just looked at me and scolded me. den walked of like a mad cow. Asshole man, he don't even know who served him.. At that time, i cried so badly.. It was embarrassing to cry over that.. angry!! but it's over.. It made me stronger.. =)


"ANGERS" post.. lol..

mampos~!

woopidoo~ my mind is totally exhausted after all the thinking and discussions for projects~ totally sucks.. Thinking is definitely more tiring den 2.4km or maybe even 5km.. damn..

hmm.. recently, I've gave up on being nice.. I just let whatever happen, happen. i'm just too lazy to control my emotions.. When i'm frustrated, i'll just show it.. when i'm irritated i'll swear. very sorry to victims whom sensed or witnessed it.. they are just so nice to just bear with it.. Thanks so much.. really appreciated it.. =)

anw, working at tamiya tml again! love it man.. i miss working there SO SO much.. luckily it's reporting time isn't very early, most of the time.. If not i would have problems waking up..

all rights.. end of a redundant post.. off to bed~